Another of those mornings
Jul. 6th, 2023 10:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silver_chipmunkBad morning, I really couldn't get up this time. I ended up an hour late. I am so burned out, I think that's the issue. I really need this vacation, it's been too long.
Anyway, the day went OK. I was supposed to show a movie but I only got one person and she left after only a few minutes, so I waited about half an hour and then quit.
Came home and called Oldest Brother for the second time, and put in a Shipt order. I was having dinner when it arrived.
Called Middle Brother, who is fine. Then I called the Kid who didn't answer. I called Oldest Brother for the third time., and the Kid texted me. I called her but she was in bed so I just said hi and bye.
Finally the FWiB got in touch. Today was the day he moved to the new place. He spent the day doing that, then the evening with his wife. Finally he was able to Skype and we had a nice time. It's going to be like this from now on though, and I am happy for him but sad for me. It's hard, I always knew there could never be anything more than what we had, and truthfully with all his issues, I wouldn't want to be married to him, but I wish he had never had to move away and we had what we had before he left New York.
Anyway, it's time for me to finish up here and get to bed.
Gratitude List:
1. The FWiB.
2. Flowers blooming.
3. The Kid.
4. Bed soon.
5. Vacation coming.
6. Memories of the past.
Anyway, the day went OK. I was supposed to show a movie but I only got one person and she left after only a few minutes, so I waited about half an hour and then quit.
Came home and called Oldest Brother for the second time, and put in a Shipt order. I was having dinner when it arrived.
Called Middle Brother, who is fine. Then I called the Kid who didn't answer. I called Oldest Brother for the third time., and the Kid texted me. I called her but she was in bed so I just said hi and bye.
Finally the FWiB got in touch. Today was the day he moved to the new place. He spent the day doing that, then the evening with his wife. Finally he was able to Skype and we had a nice time. It's going to be like this from now on though, and I am happy for him but sad for me. It's hard, I always knew there could never be anything more than what we had, and truthfully with all his issues, I wouldn't want to be married to him, but I wish he had never had to move away and we had what we had before he left New York.
Anyway, it's time for me to finish up here and get to bed.
Gratitude List:
1. The FWiB.
2. Flowers blooming.
3. The Kid.
4. Bed soon.
5. Vacation coming.
6. Memories of the past.
