The day after

[silver_chipmunk]

The Kid called me around 2 last night to tell me things weren't going well. Then she texted me when it was done. I cried.

This morning I deliberately slept until almost 1. Then I got up and had breakfast and coffee, and called mashfanficchick. Since there was nothing going on with zer today, I binge-watched The Diplomat on Netflix all day.

I had called the Kid and gotten no answer but she called me back and we talked a bit. She's hanging on.

Went back to The Diplomat til a bit before 7 and then paused and Skyped the FWiB. He got me laughing at least.

I went to my D&D game at 8 only to discover it was cancelled due to mutual trauma. So I called mashfanficchick again and made plans for tomorrow, then had dinner, and went back to The Diplomat.

At 10 it was pet feeding time so I fed the pets, and started here, and after I finish I shall go back to The Diplomat.

Gratitude List:

1. The FWiB.

2. The Kid.

3. Binge watching lessens the pain.

4. Good TV.

5. mashfanficchick.

6. I don't have to go to work and could hide from the world today.

Comments

[a_natural_beauty]

I'm so sorry... I feel the same way. Just a loss of words. It's horrible to say the least... I thought she would have won. But this is what we have become.... :( I fear the unknown now.

[silver_chipmunk]

Yeah, it's pretty horrifying. I don't know what to do or say...

[a_natural_beauty]

I'm sorry :(
Some days I feel like that... just full of anxiety.

[silver_chipmunk]

Yeah. There's just nothing to say...

[a_natural_beauty]

We just have to try to support each other as best as we can now *hugs*