silver_chipmunk

They called from the nursing home today, and called, and called. Starting by filling me in on his condition, and wanting me to authorize discontinuing feeding. Because he's starting to shut down and that's it. So after the hospice nurse said it would be the right thing to do, I agreed. So the end will be pretty soon now.

I called the Kid and we had a conversation about it. She's pretty broken up. We also made plans for celebrating Mother's Day later, and her birthday.

I went to see Oldest Brother today, and he was pretty bad, didn't respond at all to me. I stayed for half an hour, that was all I could take.

Then I went to see

mashfanficchick. While I was there I called the funeral home and did some paperwork over the phone. I have an appointment Friday to go in and sign papers.

Then we watched the Mets game, and that went very well. We won 7 -1 and I felt a little more cheerful.

My psychiatrist called and that was a good thing.

We went out and had dinner after that, poke, from Kiss Fish. We walked there, and then took the food to the park and ate. Then we went back by bus and had ice cream at Baskin and Robbins. Then I took the bus home.

Got here and Teamed the FWiB. And after we finished talking, I went through my electronics and found a flash drive that I could put the mp3s of Sing of the Sea on, to have

mashfanficchick's friend Tess put it on cd. And then I can give the cd to Middle Brother and that will be done!

Getting late now. Tomorrow I have my initial consultation with the surgeon abut my cataract surgery.

I didn't go to my D&D game tonight, and since two other people weren't going, they canceled it so I didn't miss anything But I just didn't feel up to it tonight.

Gratitude List:

1. The FWiB.

2.

mashfanficchick

3. The Kid.

4. The kindness of people.

5. Getting that cd burned.

6. Bed soon.