Horrible insomnia
Oct. 24th, 2025 11:13 pmI turned off the light last night at 1:45 am. I assumed since it was so late I'd fall asleep quickly. I did not. I did not fall asleep at all.
Finally at 7:30, after literally being awake all night, I got up, had breakfast, and went back to bed and slept til 12:30. That was not enough sleep. But I got through the day.
I had coffee, and put in a Shipt order. Then I took a shower and dressed. The Shipt order actually came early, which was a nice surprise.
I put it away and puttered online. At 4:00 I went to the bedroom and lay down and played on my phone til 5:00 when I got up and went to my Al-anon meeting in the Bronx. As usual I had pizza first.
The meeting was rather small but quite good. M drove me to the bus stop afterward.
Then my battles with the MTA began. The 50 bus was about 15 minutes late. It finally arrived, and I got to 31st and Linden to wait for the 25, and found there wasn't on for almost half an hour. So I did what I did last week and walked home from there. Grrr,
Got home finally and Teamed the FWiB. We couldn't talk as long as I would have liked cause it was so late but we it was good.
Then I fed the pets and started here. I need to get to bed soon, my head is bussing I'm so tired.
Gratitude List:
1. The FWiB.
2. My meetings and the people there.
3. Pizza.
4. Held myself to only two donuts this week.
5. Shipt.
6. Bed soon!
Finally at 7:30, after literally being awake all night, I got up, had breakfast, and went back to bed and slept til 12:30. That was not enough sleep. But I got through the day.
I had coffee, and put in a Shipt order. Then I took a shower and dressed. The Shipt order actually came early, which was a nice surprise.
I put it away and puttered online. At 4:00 I went to the bedroom and lay down and played on my phone til 5:00 when I got up and went to my Al-anon meeting in the Bronx. As usual I had pizza first.
The meeting was rather small but quite good. M drove me to the bus stop afterward.
Then my battles with the MTA began. The 50 bus was about 15 minutes late. It finally arrived, and I got to 31st and Linden to wait for the 25, and found there wasn't on for almost half an hour. So I did what I did last week and walked home from there. Grrr,
Got home finally and Teamed the FWiB. We couldn't talk as long as I would have liked cause it was so late but we it was good.
Then I fed the pets and started here. I need to get to bed soon, my head is bussing I'm so tired.
Gratitude List:
1. The FWiB.
2. My meetings and the people there.
3. Pizza.
4. Held myself to only two donuts this week.
5. Shipt.
6. Bed soon!
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